My Little Life!

Heart looked out to the nearby forest and let out a sigh. Her kits squealed happily on the floor playing with their father. "Heart, is something wrong" and orange tom asked jumping onto the back of the chair next to her.

"Nothing Oliver" she replied shaking her head "Just thinking" she added. "Play with the kits they have missed you" He meowed.

Heart smiled and leaped to the ground. "Lets go to the garden" she meowed to the three some. It could be a four some if I wouldn't have lost Petal. she thought to herself. Oliver trailed after her. They were a lot better since after losing Petal.

Firehawk sat outside the garden. The sun was beginning to set. They might have to spend the night here or travel till moon high to get back to camp. She jumped onto the fence. A large garden opened up before her, every color of the rainbow dancing through out it. She closed her eyes and sucked in a breath. She sat taking in the sight and beautiful flower scent, waiting for Fawnstep.

<sup>ooc: EEP! Forgot about this board -rams face into wall-

Fawnstep leaped the fence at once, her paws only touching the wooden stakes for a half-second before she was once again touching the ground. Lifting her delicate nose to the air she immediately identified the catmint.

Racing forward she let out a delight purr at the sight. Many bushels of catmint sprouted from the ground before her. Quickly she dove forward digging at the roots, completely oblivious to her surroundings.

As the tender roots grew in sight, she scratched and bit at the furiously, she needed as much as she could carry. As soon as she was finished she carefully picked the leaves up with her jaws.</sup>

Heart could hear ferocious digging. She quickly found the source and glared at the two cats. "What are you" She stopped as she starred at Firehawk. "Fire?" she asked staring at the familiar green eyes.

"Heart it is so nice to see you!" Firehawk meowed rushing to the she-cat. "Oh I have missed you so much" Firehawk added. "But I'm not Fire I'm Firehawk warrior of Riverclan" she meowed. "This is Fawnstep our medicine cat. We are in dire need of cat mint." She meowed stressing the last part of her sentence.

"Take as much as you want Fawnstep." Heart meowed. Her three kits walked up behind her looking at the strange cats. "Mommy who is that." Orange asked glaring at the two cats. "I'll attack them for you." He meowed letting a hiss role from his tongue. "Orange!" Heart scolded her son. "This is Firehawk an old friend of mine." she told her kits and Oliver walked up. "Firehawk is it how is dear Ice" He asked as her walked up from behind Fawnstep.

"Icewish. She is very good she just had her first litter of kit before we left camp." Firehawk meowed happily. Heart smiled "How nice, these are my three Frost, Swan, and Orange." she meowed pointing to each kit in turn. "You didn't mention Petal" Swan sneered stalking off into the garden.

Heart paused for a moment looking at the ground. "Petal went missing after a fire." Heart explained Oliver padding to comfort his mate. Firehawk shook her head sadly. A precious life gone. Darkness had settled in while the cats had talked.

"Please stay the night." Heart meowed looking past a space in the fence nothing but darkness past it. "It's up to Fawnstep." Firehawk meowed glancing at the she-cat. "We can go if you want." she added not wanting the she-cat to feel like she must remain.

Fawnstep felt her pelt bristling at the sudden appearance of cats, she had to get back to her clan, back to her mother. She wasn't going to let some kitty-pets delay her of this. Narrowing her green gaze she replied bitterly,

"I have duties to attend to with my clan." Turning abruptly she meowed dryly,
"You can stay if you wish Firehawk, but Snowstar shall not respond nicely."

Turning her head so she could let her gaze fall on the she-cat,
"You left your old life behind, being a warrior means you can't do everything you wish. And that you have to suffer through hardships." Without looking back she leaped over the fence quickly. She then ran as fast as she could through the undergrowth, she needed to get to her mother.

Fawnstep didn't care if she offended the cats, nor did she care if she made a bad impression. All that mattered is if her mother survived her sickness, something inside told her she was too late.

ooc:Sorry but Fawnstep has been quite bitter lately ^^;'

Firehawk glared at where the she-cat had been a moment ago. "I have to go Heart." she meowed leaping on to the fence the back to the ground on the other side. "Thank you and bye" she meowed before disappearing into the undergrowth.

Firehawk soon caught up with the she-cat. "I know you are worried about your mother and I know what being a warrior means" She hissed. "If I didn't would I have let you be the one to choose to stay or not? I understand thinking you may lose family." She paused tears coming to her eyes. "But I have had them ripped from me" she meowed her voice barley above a whisper. "And don't ever think I'd choose the life I lived over being who I am just because it's hard" She hissed.

Fawnstep whipped around her eyes a blazing with unbearable anger,
"Tell me that your life's more miserable then others. I dare you." she hissed bitterly, "Tell me that you suffer every night from dreams that make your blood curl, tell me that you know horrible secrets of the past and future." she growled, her fur bristled and fought with the storm that clashed above.

"Your allowed to fall in love, you are in love." she spat, her eyes seemed to be encased in an endless rage. "Your sister recently gave birth, and you should be grateful for what you have."

"And you sit here and ponder the past." she snarled, "Everybody has a horrible life, yet yours is so much more luxurious then many others."

"Think of Crimsonclaw, he lost his whole family and was hated by his own father. Snowstar she got her heart ripped out, and lost her whole family as well, Sorrelpaw is the only left of her family. Look around your life is someone's dream compared to others."With a snort she abruptly whipped around and left the she-cat to her own bearings.

Firehawk sat down she wished she could go kill the she-cat. She took in a few deep breaths and began to calm down. What Fawnstep said was true. She didn't have the worst life but that didn't make hers any more bearable. She had a good life now. She let out another long sigh.

She began padding towards camp she soon found herself at the two-leg path. Without warning she was completely wet from rain. She raced across the black surface. She would have to get to camp soon.

/XD Firehawk got PWNED!/

^{ooc:Well if I'm good at one thing it's arguing my heart out x3 Or at least in roleplaying xD
Let's continue this in the camp x3}