Apologies from the Bottom of My Heart
Sept 6, 2015 21:07:44 GMT -6
Post by Mouse on Sept 6, 2015 21:07:44 GMT -6
I know a lot of you are understanding and I feel so bad because i feel as if i have let this whole group down recently. Here's a bit of an explanation and what i plan on doing for the next few weeks.
So like many of you school has started up for me again. Like years and semesters in the past I am taking a chemistry and a math course this semester, but my chemistry course is a little different. In this course I'm pretty much working on things like I would if I was working a real life job. I have deadlines to make, experiments to run and information to gather in next to no time. I thought I would be able to take weekends and just have replying breaks but so far that hasn't happened yet.
On top of all that I have been told that my grandmother that lives in Oklahoma has lymphoma cancer and with her being so far away, I have a constant worry about that. At times I feel guilty because I haven't really traveled out to see her since my freshmen year of high school and I constantly worry that something may happen and I won't get to give her a proper goodbye. That happened to the grandmother on my mom's side and I have been kicking myself since. I know that she is watching over me but it still hurts that the last time I saw her I ran out of the room because I couldn't stand seeing her hurt so much.
With all of that going on I know my role-playing activity has been really really low. So here is what I plan on doing to fix this:
I do need study breaks so I don't drive myself insane so during the week, every few days or so I will try to reply to at least one role-play that I am currently active in. As far as plot lines and other things planned with cats, if I am currently not role-playing it at the moment I need to wait until I get a regular schedule going with studying and classes.
If I have promised to make plot plans with you I can still do that because replying to messages is actually really easy in between my classes so don't be afraid to PM me about any ideas you have (I know I promised to adopt a few family members from various people).
Again I am really sorry my activity has been low and i know it should be better because I do have a medicine cat in Windclan. If in a few weeks or months I feel as if I'm still overloaded I may look into stepping down from the position. I hate to do that because that cat fits so well into the spot, but if I must for my sanity and for the continuation of the boards and RPs I will.
Thank you all so much for being patient and understanding. You are honestly all amazing people and I really wish I knew you in real life.
So like many of you school has started up for me again. Like years and semesters in the past I am taking a chemistry and a math course this semester, but my chemistry course is a little different. In this course I'm pretty much working on things like I would if I was working a real life job. I have deadlines to make, experiments to run and information to gather in next to no time. I thought I would be able to take weekends and just have replying breaks but so far that hasn't happened yet.
On top of all that I have been told that my grandmother that lives in Oklahoma has lymphoma cancer and with her being so far away, I have a constant worry about that. At times I feel guilty because I haven't really traveled out to see her since my freshmen year of high school and I constantly worry that something may happen and I won't get to give her a proper goodbye. That happened to the grandmother on my mom's side and I have been kicking myself since. I know that she is watching over me but it still hurts that the last time I saw her I ran out of the room because I couldn't stand seeing her hurt so much.
With all of that going on I know my role-playing activity has been really really low. So here is what I plan on doing to fix this:
I do need study breaks so I don't drive myself insane so during the week, every few days or so I will try to reply to at least one role-play that I am currently active in. As far as plot lines and other things planned with cats, if I am currently not role-playing it at the moment I need to wait until I get a regular schedule going with studying and classes.
If I have promised to make plot plans with you I can still do that because replying to messages is actually really easy in between my classes so don't be afraid to PM me about any ideas you have (I know I promised to adopt a few family members from various people).
Again I am really sorry my activity has been low and i know it should be better because I do have a medicine cat in Windclan. If in a few weeks or months I feel as if I'm still overloaded I may look into stepping down from the position. I hate to do that because that cat fits so well into the spot, but if I must for my sanity and for the continuation of the boards and RPs I will.
Thank you all so much for being patient and understanding. You are honestly all amazing people and I really wish I knew you in real life.
